well, not quite, but that's the husband's new nickname for me. yesterday i started jillian michael's 30 day shred. a girl from my new mom's group mentioned that she had bought the dvd, and was going to start it- so i figured i'd start it too (i had the dvd pre-baby) that way we could keep each other accountable. we started on monday, so it's day 3. i really hope i keep it up until day 30. i need this.
i need this because my self-esteem has taken quite a few hits lately...
#1 - i decide to use the wii fit for the first time since I was pregnant- over a year ago. i was still in the early stages of my pregnancy then, so i had only gained a few pounds- but wasn't to point that i'm back at now. so i step on the board and the wii tells me i gained 8.8 lbs, makes my mii fat and tells me that i failed at my weight loss goal (the one i set before i knew i was pregnant). if only the wii knew i had gained 45 total lbs and lost all but 10...
#2 - i downloaded a new app on my phone that tracks your weight. you put in a goal, and then you put in your current weight with your height. i put in all this information, press enter, and the app replies, "you are fat." nice. i guess it could be worse- just playing around, i put my weight down as 200 lbs and it said, "you will die."
so i need to lose 10 lbs to get back to pre-baby weight, but everything i read says that i was still 20 lbs overweight then (wtf?!) regardless, i'm about to get serious!
so i figure, what better way to motivate than to humiliate...
so, here i am on day 2 of the 30 day shred
from the front.
and from the side - still looking preggers. boo.
update in 27 days...
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